FeeLing tHis ..? iT's hOt .. hOTTeR thaN beFore .. PeRfeCt OrGasM ..!: September 2006


26 September 2006


Dear God ..
I've been through so much pain in my entire life
Even since childhood till now
It's so hard to endure and tolerate all the hurts
Thrown to me but still i'm breathing against all odds.

How i wish there's someone out there
Who can understand me fully and deeply.
Now it seems as i grow older
My world seems darker and darker
There ain't any spark of happiness that
I could feel genuinely and purely.

Now and then
I cried myself to sleep
Knowing that i rather feel all the hurt in vain.
Nevermind others
Because there's no one to turn to.
Because no one in this world would understand.

Deep within myself
I know i have to be strong
Nevertheless i try eventhough i'm not.
Isolate myself into my sappy world
Because i'm too sad to ever be happy again.

It's ok
Only HE understands me.

PerFect OrgasM spEaKs itsElf .. WeLcome! 5:12 PM
06 September 2006


1st September 2006 .. a date whom everyone remember it as Teacher's Day. However, it's not only about the teachers but as well to those babies born on that day .. especially Laila Humairah. Isn't her name so lovely ..? Now, Kak Ernie & Abang Hafiz is a really proud parents to this cutie pie.

Anxiously waiting to see Laila after 3 days she's born. I finally get the chance. I'm so captivated by Laila. Just can't resist her although i'm so afraid to hold her. She's so adorably cute! Small petite yet beautiful baby! Eventhough i'm not officially her aunt yet but i have considered her as my own niece too.


I've asked Darl .. what's his feelings about having 2 lovely nieces at almost the same time..? "They make me proud by being an uncle for the very first time .. I sayang them both!" Thank you to both Nur Fitriyanti & Laila Humairah for making it happen. My Darl is such a happy man!

What can i say .. everyone is proud to have these little princesses around. There will not be any silence anymore in the family. We will hear loud cries .. laughters. Mamas and Papas running after these babies in the house will be fun too! Hehee! I'm really glad that happiness seeps in to bring sparks into everyone's lives.


At the same time, i'm pretty stunned at Darl when i realise somehow, he has that fatherly instincts in him. I guess i have no worries and fears when it comes to our turn being a parent for the first time in the near future. I'm very dependent on him for almost everything! See how much he has pampered me .. hmmph! Hehee! Nevertheless, i feel happy to have chosen the right man to be the father of my future babies .. No OTHER man can replace that ..!


Lastly, we just want to say that we both love and adore our nieces. Irdina Marsya .. Nur Fitriyanti & Laila Humairah. We are going to make them as buntal as us! Hahahahaaa!!! In which, the actual fact .. the only buntal right now is .. YOU lah Papa! Krekrekrekrekee!!! You're are such a fatso now! Hehee! Bluuuuuuuuueek!
PerFect OrgasM spEaKs itsElf .. WeLcome! 12:45 PM